8th May // Change

Change is scary. For me it is something I both yearn for and also fear, with equal parts.

It can often be paralysing.

This particular walk was filled with many emotions, it marked the end of a chapter, one where I was free from responsibility but financially unstable, to one filled with stability but a loss of my freedom of time.

In many ways I still felt strongly the light of inspiration which had illuminated me through my travels and I was afraid I would lose it once I returned back to work.

As many feelings and thoughts cascaded through me, the softness of the light and the small moments of beauty all contained within themselves soothed my uneasy mind and gave me a subtle strength to face the uncertainty ahead.